I have so much built up inside me that I’m not sure how I’m gonna handle it. All the bullshit that has been happening to me lately has got to the point where it’s too much to deal with. I’m fucking tired of people doing this to me. What did I do to deserve all this shit? I try my best to not have anymore problems but there’s just too much unnecessary things that happen to be in my way and now, I’ve had it. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have the past that I had because it ruins everything that is going on in my life in the present. But what’s done is done, and I just gotta live and accept that this is how I wanted to do things and no matter what occurs later on down the road, just know that my guard will always be up from now on and I’m not going down until I get what I deserve. I’ve worked my ass off to get where I wanna be, and I’m not gonna sit around and let some stupid shit ruin everything. Nope, not this time, that’s not gonna slide around here. I’m a strong individual and I know that even if I get knocked down, I’ll always get back up every single time.

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